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I Fear that I am just an end
So you play the mistaken, and I'll play the victim in our screenplay of Desire.
Created on 2004-05-22 11:02:21 (#3226881), last updated 2006-01-10
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| Name: | Patrick |
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About me, If there was one word to describe me, I guess people would say Outgoing, Original, Caring and Sensitive? Well thats more than one.. But whatever, deal with it. Personally I dont really agree with any of them, I consider myself kind of normal. Thats a whole other ball game.. Well, like every other 16 year old I am rather obsessed with music. It is a big part of my life. Pretty much, my whole life revolves around it. Im into hardcore/emo/screamo, and some punk bands. Just to name a few favorites, the bled, alexisonfire, taking back sunday, Senses Fail ( old ) and Underoath.. There are just too much to name but they are also below! I am deffinitely a concert addict. Concerts are what I look forward to day in, and day out. My favorite local band is Sparks the Rescue, because I think they are extremely talented when it comes to song composition, and they are really nice boys. I really like nutty people. People who are not assholes basically. I cant stand people who think they are " kind shit " and think that girls and money are the best things to take for granted.. So yeah i pretty much hate rap. If someone asks me how I feel about it, I will say it but I mean no offense cuz Im sure rappers are really good people, i just hate the music. Right now I have a bullshit job at some lonely restaurant in Auburn. I think sensitivity is one of the best qualities a person can have. If they are sensitive that means they care about other people, and are pretty reliable..Correct me if I am wrong. Its just me. It kind of takes a lot to get me to show my anger, I dont really like to make scenes, I dont like fights but if the purpose is right, then i will do anything to back it up. The most annoying thing I think a person can carry, is ( and Im sure everyone knows this ) obsession with money and obsession with getting off. If I was bill gates, I would make myself poor.. Yes on purpose. It makes me mad when all money is, is a temporary fix on getting happy. I feel the biggest effect on being happy, is love.. Sounds kinda cheap, but its how I feel. I feel that love could fix anything. As long as its true love and not lusty love. ( another annoying thing ) If I was in true love, and I knew I could never have sex with her, It would be just fine with me. I try to keep in touch with God as much as possible, But I am a horrible christian, honestly. I am trying though so please dont hate me. Family makes up about 50 percent of my life. Except Shawn, I would rather him leave. Heh, yeah I am close with my family. We are spread out all over the globe, but we still keep in touch. Its a good thing to have. I beleive that there are no better people to have first times with ( that is.. Alchohol and drugs ) not by experience but because of comfort. Its perfect. People often call me Bi-Polar, but I really do not think I am, I just have massive mood swings ;-) I also enjoy long walks with my latest romance. My plans for after school are to first of all, get out of my house, and get an apartment, obviously. I havent really given thought to careers, nothing really interests me besides music. I play guitar, its one of my favorite things on the plant.. to be able to play. I am also 16! And I still havent gone to driver's ed :-( That sums it up. Need anything else? drop an IM or comment......
Pat
Pat
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